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A Baby Angel
A story never told
Of one so small
And always loved
In Heaven now your wings unfold
A tiny hand we can not hold
No tiny feet to leave imprints in this world
But In our hearts you always will leave your mark
Tiny star in Heaven above.
A precious face we know only of in our dreams
In Awakening not to be seen
But we were truly blessed to have the beauty
Of your Precious Memory
Our Keepsake of the tiniest human being
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
You are a perfect Angel now
In Heaven Afar
Our little butterfly... Flying as free as ever... May you make heaven a little sweeter...
When God sends forth a tiny soul
To learn the ways of earth,
A mother's love is waiting here ~
We call this wonder ~ birth.
When God calls home a tired soul
And stills a fleeting breath,
A Father's love is waiting there,
This too is birth ~ not death.
Forget me not
My little one
You have left us too soon
Though my body can no longer hold you
I hold you forever in my heart
As precious and beautiful as this flower caught in time
A mother's love does not forget
Don't let them say I wasn't born, that something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start
Although my body you can't hold, it doesn't mean I'm gone
The world was not worthy of me, God chose that I move on
I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face
You have my word, I'll fill your arms, someday we will embrace
You'll hear that it was meant to be, God doesn't make mistakes
But that won't soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache
I'm watching over all you do, another child you'll bear
Believe me when I say to you, that I'm always there
There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand
Stroke me face and kiss my lips and then you'll understand
Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes
That doesn't mean I never was...An Angel Never Dies!
LITTLE ANGEL
I was given an angel,
To cherish and love,
So tiny, so perfect,
A gift from above.
When I looked at her face
It was calmness I found,
And that peace seemed to spread
To all she was around.
Her love touched my heart
Like fine threads of spun gold,
And I’d thank God for giving
This angel to hold.
But I did not know then
That time was my foe,
And too soon, with a whisper,
My angel did go.
My heart almost breaking,
A touch soft as lace
Seemed to wipe at the hurt
As it coursed down my face.
I still have my angel
To cherish and love,
Those gold threads now shimmer
From Heaven above.
And though I can’t see her
Or cuddle her tight,
I won’t say goodbye,
Little Angel, goodnight.
The day they placed you in our arms
Your Daddy cried and cried
You seemed so sweet and perfect
And yet, somehow you died
We cried 'til there were no tears left
And still you didn't wake
God must have bigger plans than us
Our daughter He did take
With heavy hearts we let you go
It's so hard to say good-bye
We hardly got to know you
But it was your time to fly
We long to hold you in our arms
This sorrow is hard to take
Just one more time is all we ask
It seems our hearts will break
The feelings are so numerous
Resentment, anger, grief
We keep asking the same questions
Why was your life so brief?
I think I hear you in my dreams
Saying "Mommy please don't cry
I'm in heaven with the angels
And I'll see you by and by"
Dear Father up in heaven
Keep her warm and safe from harm
And when our work on Earth is finished
Please return her to our arms.
Why did you have to leave me?
Why did you have to fly?
Was I not meant to keep you?
Why do I have to cry?
I want you back here with us,
Things will never be the same.
How can I carry on just now
And play life's awful game?
I hope one day we meet again
In Heaven up above,
I hope you all can feel
That I'm sending you my love.
Just play on precious Angel,
But will you promise me?
The day I'm called to Heaven
You'll be at the gates for me?
GOODBYE LITTLE ANGELS
The saddest word I've ever heard is why?
Why were your futures cut so short?
Why did you have to fly?
I still have the aching, broken heart
That cherished you with love,
Why did God choose to take you
To His nursery up above?
I'll never know the reason why
He could not let you stay,
I only hope my pain will heal
And one day, go away.
I'm sure one day we'll meet again
In Heaven up above,
I'll wrap my arms around you all
And smother you with love,
I'll write your names across the sky
So everyone can see
That my little angel
Are eternally with me.
There's a place for my Angel, with our Lord up above,
A place where tears can never fall and hearts are filled with love.
The sun does shine the moon's aglow, the darkness fades away,
There is a lovely nursery where you can play each day.
The Angels sing you lullabies as you drift off to sleep,
They chase the nightmares far away so you need never weep.
The fluffy clouds are pillows, to lay your weary head,
You're all wrapped up in Angel's wings asleep in Heaven's bed.
How could I wish you back down here with all the strife and pain?
I know that you are happy there and I'll see you again.
So play on precious Angel, I know you've many friends,
But please just know I love you so and will 'til my life ends.
Please don't sit round my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
What makes you think that I would leave?
I'm with you mum, so please don't grieve.
Our bond on earth was much too strong,
Our love will carry on and on...
I'm with you as you go to bed,
I plant sweet kisses on your head.
I'm in the wind, the rain, the snow,
I'm with you everywhere you go.
Please don't cry mummy, can't you see?
I'm safe my spirit soars, I'm free.
Ask My Mom How She Is…
My Mom, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies
She’ll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is,
And because she can’t explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can’t describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how she is,
She’ll say “I’m alright.”
If that’s the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my mom how she is
She seems to cope so well.
She didn’t have a choice you see.
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is
“I’m fine, I’m well, I’m coping”
For God’s sake Mom, just tell the truth
Just say your heart is broken.
She’ll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is
She’ll lie and say she’s fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don’t listen
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again.
We’ll smile and I’ll be bold.
I’ll say “You’re lucky to get in here, Mom.
With all the lies you told!”
I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My princess you'll be
You will always be my baby!
"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow or crying, neither shall there be any more pain: For the former things are passed away"
There is a speacial Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.
She was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though she is in Heaven
she isn't very far.
She touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held her every minute
if the end I only knew.
So I send this special message
to the Heavens up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send her all my love.
Now I lay you down to sleep,
I pray the Lord your soul to keep;
Within his arms he'll hold you tight,
My Heavenly Angel, My Guiding Light.
A sweet memory will always lingers in our minds and hearts how precious and special you are
If you had a voice,
And it was something you could do,
When I whisper “I love you” into the sky,
Would you say you love me too?
If you had a voice,
Would you have let me know?
Would you even have warned me at all,
Or were you ready to go?
If you had a voice,
And some time with God alone,
Would you tell him that you’re happy now,
Or that you’re ready to come home?
If you had a voice,
And nothing had gone wrong,
Would you have told me you were proud,
To have me as your mom?
If you had a voice,
Would you tell me heaven’s address?
I would send some milk, blankets and toys,
And a beautiful new dress.
If you had a voice,
Would you let your momma know,
When you learn to crawl, take your first steps,
How much you have grown?
If you had a voice,
And God had asked you,
Would you tell him that you needed me,
To come take care of you?
If you had a voice,
Would you tell me what heaven is like?
Who feeds you, who holds you, who tucks you in?
Who kisses you goodnight?
If you had a voice,
And God gave us one more day,
But you had a voice…
What would you say?
I walk with my daughter,
They don’t have a clue,
I am a mother,
A mother of two.
Drive myself crazy,
And cry in the rain,
I am a mother,
A mother in pain.
The book of my life,
I won’t turn the page,
I am a mother,
A mother in rage.
God took one child,
And left one down here,
I am a mother,
A mother in tears.
I miss my Alma,
She went up above,
I am her mother,
A mother in love.
I saw her lie there,
In such disbelief,
I am a mother,
A mother in grief.
When people ask me,
God, though she’s with you,
I say I’m a mother…
A mother of two.
An angel kissed my cheek today,
I felt it, and I cried.
I knew it was a kiss from her,
My daughter who had died.
I put my hand there gently,
To hold her kiss in place.
Then I heard her whisper softly,
“My kiss will never leave your face.”
I knew right then that she was there,
And listening as I prayed.
My angel kissed my cheek today,
And then she flew away.
When a baby dies, you lose your future!
Can you hear me God?
It’s me…
I wanted to tell you,
I miss my baby.
Can you hear me God?
It’s me, sobbing…
I want you to see,
My heart is throbbing.
Can you hear me God?
It’s me, pleading…
I wanted to show you,
My heart is bleeding.
Can you hear me God?
It’s me, shaking…
I want you to feel,
My heart is breaking.
Can you hear me God?
It’s me, dying…
I wanted to tell you,
My heart’s done fighting.
Can you hear me God?
Yes it’s me, again…
I’ve been knocking for hours God.
Please, let me in!
To Remember Is Painful
To Forget Is Impossible.
Some say you are too painful to remember,
I say you are too PRECIOUS to forget!
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched, but are felt in the heart.
If I could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
I’d pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can’t bring you back
I know because I’ve tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I’ve cried
You left behind a broken heart
And happy memories too
I never wanted memories
I only wanted you.
We thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new
We thought about you yesterday
And days before that too
We think of you in silence
We often speak your name
Now all we have is memories
And your picture in a frame
Your memory is our keepsake
With which we’ll never part
God has you in his keeping
We have you in our heart.
Just a little longer to hold
You in my arms
To kiss your little face and
Keep you safe from harm
To read you all the stories
of bunnies, lambs, and things
To teach you all the funny songs
that you and I would sing
To tell you how I love you so
and want you always near
To hold you close to me and feel
your breath upon my ear
If you could stay 100 years
I'd not be any stronger
I'd have to ask the Lord
above for "Just a Little Longer."
Came into this world a bright little star
And left to be a bright little star in the Heaven's above
For all those months I held you close
deep inside me.
I planned your life and dreamed
about the child you'd grow to be
The days went by. I felt you move.
I chose a name for you.
I bought you clothes and fixed your room
it all looked bright and new.
Then all went wrong. The birth was bad.
And you just couldn't live.
You left me there with empty arms.
And all this love to give.
I had one chance to hold you,
to say goodbye to what we shared.
Somehow I felt you would know
how much I really cared.
For I had grown to know you when
you lived inside of me.
And I will always love you.
Though your life will never be.
SO SMALL, SO SWEET, SO SOON...
We never got to watch you grow but we will always remember and love you, our precious little girl.
A Mother's love for her child is a gift from God.
You can't understand its depth and breadth-
and nobody else ever has it.
Maybe it's the result of a Mother knowing this child
9 months longer than anybody else.
Longer than anybody else on the face of the earth.
Longer than everybody, except God.
The pain of child-birth quickly fades. The pain of child-death never goes away.
God sent a little Angel down to us,
She's as beautiful as the beautifuliest red rose,
She bloomed in the garden for us all to see,
But God decided it was time to take her away,
Because she was to beautiful of a rose.
So he took her home to stay in his garden shining so bright.
She is one little rose that will never fade.
God called a little angel home,
A mother's heart is broken,
As she kisses her darling angel goodbye.
A mother looks up toward heaven,
As the tears run down her face,
Dear God please care for my baby,
I know she's in a better place.
She was here for two days, but she had to go away.
She is a special little rose, in Gods garden today!
Mom and Dad love you Alma!
Your always in our hearts and on our mind.
SWEET HEAVENLY CHILD
Tiny baby, in my heart,
I ache to hold you near...
before I even knew you,
I felt your presence here.
Inside my womb I kept you,
ever peaceful from the storm...
I knew that you were always safe
and I knew that you were warm.
I never thought I'd lose you
before I saw your face...
but I know that you are happy
and living in a better place.
God must have spared my baby
from some unknown tragedy...
I know He'd never be unkind
or bring hurt and pain to me.
The days ahead will try me
as I come to terms with grief...
but through it all, there's comfort,
and God is my relief.
He'll hold me in His arms awhile
and shelter me with care...
time will take away the pain,
but the love will still be there.
She's Gone
My God, wake me up
I can't take any more
Why don't You answer?
I pound at Your door
I prayed and I pleaded
I begged You and cried
Why did You let
My baby girl die?
I don't want to live
I don't want to eat
I don't want to breathe
I just want to sleep
Then I want to wake up
And see that she's here
I want to wake up
Without any tears
I just want to hold her
And smell her sweet head
I open my eyes
Oh, God, she's still dead
This nightmare won't end
It just keeps going on
How can I live
With my baby gone?
My soul has been crushed
My heart broken in two
My mind is in shambles
I don't know what to do
I cry, then I stop
Then I start yet again
I mourn and I grieve
For what should have been
Faith does not stop
The ache that's inside
That started the day
That my angel died
It's so hard to believe
In Your goodness and grace
When I can't hear Your voice
And I can't see Your face
I can only cling to the hope
That maybe someday
It won't hurt as bad
As it hurts today
I'm going to tell you something,
I hope you'll never have to know.
I'll tell you how a heart can break,
And tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby girl you see,
An angel in my eyes.
God chose to take her hand one day
And led her to the skies.
But please do not forget my child,
She was a person, too.
And forever she will live,
Inside of me and you.
So, please don't ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time,
Can bring her back again.
Just tell me she is happy.
In that land way up above.
She's snuggled in an angels wings
All wrapped in Mommy's love.
In the rising of the sun and in its going down,
we remember her.
In the blowing of the wind and in the chill of winter,
we remember her.
In the opening of buds and in the rebirth of spring,
we remember her.
In the blueness of the sky and in the warmth of summer,
we remember her.
In the rustling of leaves and in the beauty of autumn,
we remember her.
In the beginning of the year and when it ends,
we remember her.
When we are weary and in need of strength,
we remember her.
When we are lost and sick at heart,
we remember her.
When we have joys we yearn to share,
we remember her.
So long as we live, she too shall live,
for she are now a part of us,
as we remember her.
"
Oh! call my sister back to me,
I cannot play alone
The summer comes with flower and bee
Where is my sister gone?
The butterfly is glancing bright
Across the sunbeam's track
I care not now to chase its flight
Oh! call my sister back.
You don't heal from the loss of a loved one because time has passed. You heal because of what you do with that time.
